I want so much to die right now... My best friend killed herself last night while messaging with me... I didn't even know she was hurt, never mind dying, until her mom came on while I was waiting for a response. Twenty minutes I sat there and stared at the words "Valarie is typing....." and she didn't post anything. Her last message to me was supposed to be her suicide note, but she bled out before she could finish typing it. I want to at least ask those who actually give a damn to take a moment of silence for this poor girl. Pray for her soul, no matter your religion, to have found its way to heaven. Please, for her sake, do this for me.